Sunday, December 8, 2019

Don't Think, Kim


I have come to the conclusion that me trying to THINK before writing is where my problem lies. I have sat in front of this damn computer for weeks...thinking. Well, and you see how far that got me.

I have so many ideas (good ideas, honestly) that I could have written a blog every single day since I started this...plus a whole volume of books!

Stupid me for thinking!



I may talk quite a bit about dealing with (or trying to deal with) stress. It seems to be an ongoing theme in my life (moreso than the average person). You'll also notice that I do LOTS of asides using the "()".

That's how I talk, too.



I deal with so much stress on an hourly basis. I do not exaggerate!

You'll learn more about that as time goes on.

The stress I handle is not "worry" stress. I learned how to eliminate that kind of stress years ago. It wasn't easy, though, believe me. I learned how to do that from my Dad. He was an ever constant worrier...until he had his heart attack at the age of 57.



The stress I live with (voluntarily involuntary) with due to the people that are around me. They seem to like imposing their life problems, stress, and crap upon me. The problem with me is that I let them.



Correcting that is a work in progress. Not necessarily an easy process, seeing as how it means eliminating certain people from my life. Some people are not that easy to get rid of (sometimes due to their type of and level of dumbness).



Again, another topic to discuss over time.




 Look at this....

I wrote all this in less than an hour...because I wasn't thinking. Or, rather, I wasn't trying to put more thought into it than I should. That is my obvious problem.

I guess I want to impress folks with my writing...which is so unlike me because I do not go to any length to impress anyone. I am me (unfortunately). This is who and how I am. I will not change who I am as a person. So, if you don't like how I am, that's too bad for you. \If you change because someone wants you to, you're just a liar (to others AND yourself).



So, me and my non-thinking brain will be back sooner than we were this time!

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